Some vent thing I guessToo weak toSome vent thing I guess by AcidicStormclouds
admit my own
(as if it would make it true)
that I have this
by the time
that's little more than
a blatant lie
it's a bit too late
to do much
The Road of the LonelyThis is the road I walk along,The Road of the Lonely by AcidicStormclouds
the road of the unknown and the
unwanted, wretched souls who seek
nothing more than just someone who
looks at them, not through, and
who knows how to make their
day that much brighter, and
who they can do the same for
someone to share their joys
and sorrows with, an unfaltering,
ever-present patch of ground to
stand on in
a world that
never stops churning
though we all seek the same thing
we're all strangers to eachother
though our suffering should unify
it instead divides
and we build walls around ourself
out of fear of
letting our hopes get up
only to be dashed again
by a so-called friend moving on
to someone more 'interesting'
can we stop being invisible yet?
A RambleWaking up to a paranoid delusion of external silence and internal raging creating a cacophony of senseless shouting and constant beratingA Ramble by AcidicStormclouds
failure to be satisfied with the reality you face, struggling to accept that you can't change everything and everyone to meet your high expectations, sliding in desperation towards omnidirectional disappointment and imminent collapse
stifling self-enforced incapability and inability to trend towards expression, your conscience screams restraint as your thoughts cry out about oppression and depression and a terrifying mix of everything blending into one single shade of dark red, blood red, the color of disdain and disgust and everything you feel about yourself and everything around you
constantly questioning, why do you even still try? Clinging to illusions of grandeur, holding on for dear life to a lie, a simple false hope that things will get better in the end, that everyone will come out all smiles, that little saying people say to escape that what
First Time Cheap CommissionsI'm not someone who would normally consider doing this, as I want this account to focus on my writing. However I do draw for fun, and due to my situation I'm unable to get a job at this time....and I've been relying on one website to slowly earn money literally one cent at a time... So friends suggested I try commissions because they like my art and believe others will too. I honestly don't know how this will turn out, but I'm desperate and need to save as much money as possible before November so it's worth a shot. While I am not the only one who will be saving up money for what's happening in November, I am just as responsible in terms of saving up. I'm hoping to find a job sometime from now to then but this is to help earn up before...
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... I'm Freak, I guess. That's the one word that describes me best, and I'm proud of who I am. I believe what I believe, and I don't let people change who I am. I try to be accepting of other peoples' opinions, you can be whatever you want and believe whatever you want as long as you give me the same freedom. |
Nobody's perfect, but don't use that as an excuse not to try. Strive to be the best you can be, perfection is overrated anyway.
Fandoms, sound off.
--Homestuck: Rogue of Light, Derse dreamer, Land of Plasma and Caverns
--Golden Sun: Jupiter Adept
--Pokemon: Ranger; Aegislash, Magnezone, Mawile, Klinklang, Scizor, Metagross
--Life: Life is not a fandom, and if it was I would not be part of it.
Half of what I say is deep and meaningful.
The rest is complete and total nonsense/bullshit/poppycock/tomfoolery.